I know your right here with me Lord. Please give me the strength to get through today..not to just survive but to lean on you for a positive attitude and even the smile on my face. You know my struggles and how I'd rather just hide in a dark room then face today. Please help me face it and be an encouragement to my coworkers and the kids today....let them see that not an ounce of good could possibly be from me. I'm a broken vessel... search my heart and i want my only desire to come from a thirst to love you more...whatever is the end result of our struggles.